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I Should Be Dead.

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Stole From *WolfTwine
[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol 
[] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex 
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex(No Lesbian Way Or Anything)
[] kissed someone of the same sex  
[x] kissed someone of the opposite sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[]watched porn
[] bought porn
[x] tried drugs
TOTAL: 6

[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal 
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] gotten into a fight
[x] wished someone to die
[x] seen someone die. 
TOTAL: 17

[x] missed curfew 
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[x] received a ticket
[/] been to rehab 
[x] dyed your hair (streaks)
[x] been in an accident
[] been to a club 
[] been to a bar 
TOTAL: 25.5

[] been to a wild party.
[] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[] had a spring break in Florida 
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[x] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL: 31.5

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed lolita
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[x] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[x] fainted
[x] laughed at someones pain
[x] had a crush on a neighbor
TOTAL: 42.5

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert.
[] dry-humped someone
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut 
[x] installed speakers in your car
[x] broken a mirror 
[] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. 
TOTAL: 49.5

[x] considered Ludicrous your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater
[x] cruised on mail 
[x] skipped school
[] had surgery 
[x] had an injury
[x] gone to court 
[x] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age
TOTAL: 58.5

[] owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] broke the law in the police's presence 
[] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[x] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[] licked a stranger 
[x] been verbally harassed
[x] been physically harassed
TOTAL: 64.5

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight 
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x]been called a bad influence 
[] drank and drove 
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test
GRAND: 73.5

If You Have Less Than 10...Write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10...Write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 20...Write [I'm bad kid]
If You Have More Than 30...Write [I'm a bad influence]
If You Have More Than 40...Write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have More Than 50...Write [I should be in jail]
If you have More Than 60...Write [I should be shot]
If You Have More Than 70...Write [I should be dead]


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MEME I Stole.

6 min read
Stole From *EyeKissa



Anorexia
[x] You hate your body.
[x] You have starved yourself. 
[x] You have low self esteem
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ] You need to be skinnier 
[x] People always say you're skinny, but you think fat
[ ] People think you are way too skinny
[x] You skip at least one meal a day 
[ ] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion
Total: 5

ADHD
[ ] You are hyper most of the time
[x] You barely pay attention to anything
[x] You cannot cooperate with people well
[ ] You seem to never sit still
[ ] You talk all the time  
[ ] You need attention 24/7
[ ] You aren't very shy
Total: 2

Bipolar Disorder
[x] You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed
[x] You are very irritable
[x] You barely get any or no sleep
[x] You have very high self esteem at times
[x] You have used or abused alcohol, drugs, or sex
[x] You have thought of/attempted suicide ...
[x] You have the worst mood swings of anyone you know
Total: 7


Bulimia Nervosa
[x] You've thrown up all your food at one time
[x] You thrown it up even when you don't feel sick
[x] You have little control over how you eat
[ ] You use laxatives
[ ] You eat fast
[x] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out
[ ] People think you are way too skinny
Total: 4

Conduct Disorder
[ ] You are a bully
[x] You threaten other people  
[x] You often find yourself in fights
[x] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others
[ ] You are cruel to humans and/or animals
[ ] You have raped/molested someone
[x] You destroy property on purpose
[x] You always lie
[x] You've stayed out all night
[x] You have attempted to run away from home
Total: 7

Depression
[x]You are always, or normally, feel sad  
[x] You always, or normally, are crying
[x] You find no hope in your future
[x] You no find longer excitement over the activities you used to love
[ ] You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day  
[ ] You are anti-social
[x] You have low self esteem
[x] Everything bad that happens is always your fault  
[x] Hope is no longer there for you
Total: 7


Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
[x] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate
[x] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right
[x] You have to keep things in a certain order
[x] You have harmed yourself
[x] You are afraid you will get an STD, or AIDS
[x] You have to check some stuff over again
Total: 6

Schizophrenia / Anxiety
[x] You often have hallucinations or sudden memories you can't escape  
[x] You can be confused about reality and fantasy
[x] You think people are always staring or talking about you
[x] You have an extreme anxiety or fearfulness 
[x] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite/same sex
[x] You do not take care of your hygiene as much as others say you should
[ ] You are very shy
[x] You often talk to yourself
Total: 7

Darkness (that's a disorder??)
[x] You listen to songs with dark meanings
[x] You are influenced by dark media and tones
[x] You are a goth by Urban Dictionary definition 1
[x] You often plot crimes in your head for fun!  
[x] You are not to be trusted with a weapon
[x] Your favorite color is black
[x] You prefer evil over good in movies  
[x] You are most often alone
[x] You prefer to be cold rather than warm
[x] Next to Black, your favorite color is a dark shaded color
[x] War fascinates you
[x] You like violence and gore
[x] You are rebellious
Total: 13

Final score: 58...

0-5: You're very normal.
6-15: You're fine.
16-20: You might be okay.
21-30: You have problems. 
31-35: You have really bad problems. You might need to see a therapist.
36+ WOW! YOU NEED SOME HELP, LIKE NOW!

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Okay Well...

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I Went Over To His House And Gave Him The Bracelet Back Sayin' "Well...Here..I'll Pay You Back Whatever Else I Owe You..I Still Love You But...It's Just Not Going To Work I Guess.." I Walked Away And He Went Down The Road With Me To My House..I Told Him How I Felt And How I've Heard It All Before,..I Said How Much That Crushed Me And How Much It Made Me Want To Die. I Said How I Told Her And It Went To Him And I Didn't Mean For Anyone Else To Find Out...Long Story Short I Guess I'm To Desperate For Him...."Okay...I'll Trust You This Time..Because I Love You So Much..." FML....I Really Can't Live Without Him...

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That Moment When...

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When You Smell Your Bf's Scent On You And Your Heart Sinks To Your Stomach..

Well I Lost A Bff And My Mom Is In The ICU.. While I Was Gone In The Room Waiting To Find Out If She'll Live... My Used To Be Bff Was With My Boyfriend At Twelve Thirty At Night... It Made Me Want To Cry When I Picked Up Her Call And Heard "Hahaha Lamark You Are So Funny!!" Here I Am In Tears...And You Are There. Ugh.. Two Faced, Horrible Person, Slut.. I Can't Believe You.. And Didn't Your Crush Just Die Anyways? And When I Tried To Call Back... I Got No Answer.. I Yelled At Her And Everything When I Got Home And She Went Straight To My Bf.. Long Story Short.. I Think I Have To End It With Him... I'm Crying At The Thought But... If He Wants Her Than I Can't Stop That.. I'm Leaving In A Few Hours When He Is Awake.. And I Still Cant Stop Thinkin' Bout My Mom.. Every Time I Leave My Used To Be Bff Goes And Hangs With My Bf ((Well Used To Be Soon.. )) Whenever We Aren't Around...It Gets On My Nerves.. I Told Her And She Told Him And Everyone Got Into An Argument While I'm Sitting Down Watching From A Distance... And I'm Still Worried About My Mom.. She's Stabilized Now Though And I'm Going To See Her Later... I Just Need Help Though...


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