I am
No saint
I am
Abandoned
I am
Lost
I am
Helpless
I am
Guarded
I am
Hiding
I am
Scared
I am
Tormented
I am
Broken
I am
Trapped
I am
Defeated
I am
Slipping
I am
Falling
I am
Lonely, confused, hurting
I am
Tired of fighting
I am
Giving up
Laughing, laughing.
Over and over and over.
Stop! Shut up!
Get out of my head!
Are you laughing at me?
Are you even laughing,
Or are you just a voice,
Just a soundtrack?
Over and over.
Driving me crazy.
Already crazy.
What am I now?
Will this ever end?